A little vulnerability

This morning I woke up and for the first time in this season, I felt tired and unhappy. Job-hunting has been a wild-goose chase. Money is running out fast. I am falling behind with my exercise routine. Back at home relations feel tensed which I attribute to me being home way too much. I have been going to bed later and later because I feel wide awake at 2, 3am, but I would wake up early the next day anyway because I would be worrying about wasting the day and the electricity. The lack of sleep makes me grumpy and not want to do anything. I have a few things I want to work on but I feel somewhat unmotivated. I still have not gotten down to planning my schedule properly with this guide yet. Plans happen, I get busy and time passes without me knowing how or what. I really want to keep my chin up but today just feels extra hard.

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